mmmm....life couldnt get much better (ya it could) i got 2 sepend 3hours w/ calie that only felt like 1. I Love Her so much.... i wish i could be w/ her forever.... it waz so fun.... iwill hopfully uplaod the few pix we got soon....
I ♥ You Calie!!!

Well first of i missed seeing my gf on sunday cause my mom said no witch sucked :'( Then i jamed my finger in pratice (no so bad) but then 2 days later i broke meh arm in practice D: so i have 3weeks in a cat or so....it sucks asss!! it itches like fucking hell!!! ah and i wwant it off!! ah lol...oh well, what evr doesnt kill me can only make me stronger.....
LOOK What Calie drew :3
-chibi Phillip:Monday morning
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isnt she amazing!! i love my sweetheart Calie♥



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Something you should know about Kryptonite Lyrics

Title: 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite lyrics

Artist: 3 Doors Down Lyrics




I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite

//Oh whoa whoa//
3x

AWA waz awsome!! Everyone looked great in there castumes/cozplay!! (thanks again guys for everything btw(expecatly rusty)) But i had a great time(for the most part) with everyone. I thinks everyone aproved of Calie, i know kyla did(i asume) cause she kept hugging her and saying she likes this girl lol. she also kept smelling her hair :/, it waz kinda weird. There were alot of laughs. but over all it waz great.......i am said we had 2 depart from one anothe :'( cant wait 2 c everyone again ^^.

Well AWA is coming up soon. It will be great, i hope....i may not be able 2 go. Money is 2 tight so i may not be able 2 go :'(. I hope i can go cause it will be really fun, seeing everyone again. Gosh it haz been forever...plus everyone will meet Calie finally and i will finally get 2 see her again 2. hm.....It will be great.. But like i said there is a chance i may not go cause of money, we can barly aford gas 2 go 2 my school withc is 3miles away and i might have 2 drop Football...i dont want 2....i might have 2 drop out of school in december 2 get a job 2 support my family....THIS SUCKS ASS!!! i am pissed of just thinkin about this....srry...i am going 2 go now...later....oh btw for the ppl i havnt called, srry i havent called yet i have been very busy.....

PAPA ROACH- Last Resort
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Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I’ve reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide

Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
To live was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running outa crying
I’m crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying

I can't go on living things this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding!
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I’m contemplating suicide

Cuz I’m losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine
Nothing’s alright
Nothing is fine
I’m running and I’m crying

I can’t go on living this way
Can’t go on
Living thing this way
Nothing’s alright

Well my swine is gone, but my mom is not looking 2 good. I tired though, not looking forward 2 football 2marro or school period.



Nickelback - Rockstar
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I'm through with standing in line
to clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
and I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
quite the way I want it to be

(Tell me what you want)

I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me

(Tell me what you need)

I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

(Been there done that)

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me

(So how ya gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

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'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free

(I'll have a quesadilla on the house)

I'm gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me

(So how ya gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair
And change my name

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I'm gonna sing those songs
that offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a pez dispenser
Get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

Well we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar